Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Dreams in Disarray

Where do our dreams disappear? Why do they disappear? How do they disappear? And then what becomes of us once the dream is lost somewhere in the recesses of our mind? These are some of the questions that I have been asking myself lately.
I don’t think I know the correct answer to any of the above. And with the same token I don’t think there is a correct answer, or just one for that matter
Too many visions of my dreams rummage thru my mind. Some old, some new, some lost, & some found. To make sense of all of them is futile. My mind is playing out all of these like a slideshow. They are flowing out of my conscious & subconscious mind but with no direction or destination. Nothing seems constant or steady.  The only constant here is the increase in my heart beat.  And it’s showing no signs of slowing down. The heart continues to beat faster, stronger and constant. Strange, I think it is for my heart to do this.
Why tonight do these thoughts come rushing into my heart, mind & soul? I don’t know but I going to go out on a limb & say it because the soul has been feeling empty, worthless, and useless lately. My soul has always had one definitive dream. And that is wanting to do something to make a difference in this world. But how to do that has always evaded me.  The past few days have been difficult because thoughts of dreams lost keep knocking on the gates of my soul. And to perpetuate these feelings further I watched the movie “Rock On” and I kid you not all my already chaotic emotions went into over drive. I started thinking over & over again what my dreams are.
 No clarity emerges still. All my dreams are in disarray.
But, now I’m inspired to search the trenches of my soul to re ignite my dreams. And with the grace of God fulfill them. This life is just an Illusion. And the time has arrived for me to throw caution to the wind and plunge right into the depths of this illusion and fulfill my dreams.
This is not going to be easy. But, the intention has been set.  Affirmations have been made. To The universe I have proclaimed. My dreams have been set in motion. And there is No better time than NOW to change unfulfilled to fulfilled!

6 comments:

  1. AMEN, love your enthusiasm, you will succeed and realize your dreams.Great post...

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  2. Hi Niikki, each new day offers a brand new beginning.

    Dreams are the touchstones of our character.
    - Henry David Thoreau

    Warm wishes,
    ~ Debra

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  3. Nikki - I have a good feeling about this. I think you will get to where you wanna go - I feel it in my bones - I swear this is not just meaningless encouragement - Its a gut feeling. Love what you write....

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  4. “Dreams are like stars...you may never touch them, but if you follow them they will lead you to your destiny.”

    good one nikki!!!!!!!keep it up :) cheers

    pankaj

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  5. That's the first step...your dreams are but a heart beat away...you'l get there darling!! Muah

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  6. All men dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds, wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act on their dreams with open eyes, to make them possible. Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world; simply with a dream...

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