She says she
loves him. More than anyone else could! So blessed he feels. The out pour of
the pure, transparent and divine love that flows thru him is surreal. The smile
refuses to leave his lips. He feels like he is finally home! Peace and love is
all he feels, experiences and anticipates for his future.
How could he think or feel anything less than that omnipresent love he yearned for thru so many life times. He was blessed! He is saved! And to add to his joy and mirth another gift awaited him! He was loved and embraced not by one but by two forms of SHAKTI! He couldn't believe his blessings! With tears flowing he fell down on his knees. The sounds being emitted from his soul were those of pure, true relief! To be with his mother and sister, what more could he ask for! This is what he had waited for! This is what he was told would happen. When all doors shut it’s your Mother in all her forms that take care of you. Who else would know your soul so well?!!!
Could this be what salvation feels like?
With much hope, adulation, and devotion he moves towards them! They smile and beckon him. He moves with the speed of light (running just seems too slow, too futile)! The power that overtakes him leaves him speechless! His smile widens, his heart fills with celestial love. The tears haven’t stopped flowing. But none of that matters. Not anymore! His Mother awaits him!
Open arms, and unsaid words of divine, pure, blissful love and comfort beckon his soul! He is finally home, in the lap of his Ma’s unconditional love!
How could he think or feel anything less than that omnipresent love he yearned for thru so many life times. He was blessed! He is saved! And to add to his joy and mirth another gift awaited him! He was loved and embraced not by one but by two forms of SHAKTI! He couldn't believe his blessings! With tears flowing he fell down on his knees. The sounds being emitted from his soul were those of pure, true relief! To be with his mother and sister, what more could he ask for! This is what he had waited for! This is what he was told would happen. When all doors shut it’s your Mother in all her forms that take care of you. Who else would know your soul so well?!!!
Could this be what salvation feels like?
With much hope, adulation, and devotion he moves towards them! They smile and beckon him. He moves with the speed of light (running just seems too slow, too futile)! The power that overtakes him leaves him speechless! His smile widens, his heart fills with celestial love. The tears haven’t stopped flowing. But none of that matters. Not anymore! His Mother awaits him!
Open arms, and unsaid words of divine, pure, blissful love and comfort beckon his soul! He is finally home, in the lap of his Ma’s unconditional love!
Or is he?
His SHAKTI, his mother, his love in all her form and glory........ An Illusion??? Just an illusion! He mistook and misunderstood, yet again! This wasn't salvation, or unconditional, pure, immaculate, magnificent, heavenly love! He is dumbstruck, lost, saddened, disheartened, and disappointed. The flow of his ecstatic, elated and exuberant tears have been replaced by tears of blood, anguish, and that all so familiar feeling of melancholy.
His SHAKTI, his mother, his love in all her form and glory........ An Illusion??? Just an illusion! He mistook and misunderstood, yet again! This wasn't salvation, or unconditional, pure, immaculate, magnificent, heavenly love! He is dumbstruck, lost, saddened, disheartened, and disappointed. The flow of his ecstatic, elated and exuberant tears have been replaced by tears of blood, anguish, and that all so familiar feeling of melancholy.
This wasn't his
home. This was just want he wanted to feel and experience. His eagerness and
desperation for the pure divine, omnipresent love and light led him astray. He
saw what wasn't there. His mother, his sister, his SHAKTI, they weren't who he
thought they were. They were just his
ILLUSION!
This was (HIS) Maya! His mother, ADI SHAKTI would never entice or delude her child with false love, hope and grace.
It was just an (HIS) illusion, or was this his desperation?
This was (HIS) Maya! His mother, ADI SHAKTI would never entice or delude her child with false love, hope and grace.
It was just an (HIS) illusion, or was this his desperation?
An Amazing start.. Wonderfully written.. Unconditional Love...
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